Carona – Why so many are dying and why am I still alive?

Death is the most raw emotion of human being, true companion since birth the one we keep running from and ultimately have to meet. We all know this but be it Maya or something else we live in denial.

Past few days the things have become very ugly, its too close now, next of kin, next neighbor, aunt, grand parents added the horrifying scene of the cemetery. I normally don’t watch TV or news but these news will creep on you be on any social media channel you use. Just yesterday saw a video of a women reported walking in cemetery in Sam Shaan after dark and counting bodies, talking to people to prove that Govt numbers are skewed. Hell they are, always are and always would be! Don’t waste your precious time and endanger your life.

In my head was just imagining the conversation of the young reporter with her parents

Mom – Don’t go beta ladkiyaa samshan nahi jaati ( Girls dont go to cemetories)

Female Reporter – Maa yeh sab bakwaas batien hain, yeh andhvishwas aur Kumbh ki wajhese covid fela hain. Modi paagal jalad hain aur main logo ko sachai bata ke rahungi. ( All this is superstition, Modi is to blame, will go and expose him )

What truth? Do we know the truth? Can we ever know the truth? Can we accept truth if its front of us? The only truth right now is “Death” and it is inevitable, it always was and what the hell are you doing in your potentially last days blaming/gossiping/cursing/avoiding blame….

This will pass it will, it has and it has to. The fact behind it is that nature wants it, yes nature wants humans to continue which is proven by newborns being immune to Covid even when their mothers are not. Which means that universe wants human race to continue, our future might not be tied to oxygen cylinders as nature is creating a race naturally immune to the deadly virus.

Which further means there is hope! A divine balance would be created to nurture this new generation.

Now in case you have missed or I have (been out of practice), the point is 🙂 lets use the time we have effectively. Now either we can take out our old bucket list and sigh on missing on Rome or create a new one having the most difficult and meaningful tasks. Tasks which would eventually help us redeem our soul or whatever Good Karma points we can gather for us or the family so that when Yamraj or Hermes or Angels come we are prepared. If Death doesn’t kill us fear or anxiety of it does and hence lets beat the fear atleast…

1. Firstly eat the ice creme or burger or pizza or Gajar ka Halwa you have been craving for, make one if you can.
2. Ask for forgiveness, yes this is the best time to ask from forgiveness from any or everyone and I am sure they would forgive. People will pick up calls, read messages even from enemies if it starts with “SORRY TO…”. If not always good to do it from the heart
3. Give forgiveness, use times like these to explore raw love don’t even have to say the words call/sms just to ask how are things…
4. Be compassionate, just give some extra money to your maids and guards, you know how would have not survived without them. Donate to charities, listen to people and just be there.
5. Do ‘OM’ chanting or prayers who know it does work, try it I believe it does
6. Be kind to people especially kids around you, let them watch what they want, eat what they want for few days. Tell them its party time during summer holidays…
7. Take lots of happy smiling pictures and share. Times like these I myself search for Kim’s post than news 🙂
8. Play antakshri or shadow games with kids, it never gets old
9. Instead of searching for new stuff watch old movies the K series, KKHH, KNPH etc or Hum Panch for that matter with popcorn. It doesn’t glue you to TV and you can finish your chores.
10. Grow plants from seeds , its an amazing feeling which makes you feel closer to nature

If you are seriously ill or have someone close seriously ill and this post make you emotional let it flow. Its not easy, never was and never would be. Just see what you can do best for people who you would leave behind or who look upto you.

1. Make a online Will just do it you can always redact it later. Its sad seeing grieving people fight publicly.
2. Write a letter or record your words for your family so they can have sweet memory.
3. If you are a parent right letters to your kid.

Please be very cautious asking others to do above, it might trigger opposite emotions in others. You do what you can from your side.

Lastly why them not me? Short answer your work here is not finish, its not end of your soul contract. It doesn’t make your more worthy or them less worthy, these things currently seem to be just beyond.